realization

today, suddeny i realized that i am growing old , a chapter of my life is over and i have entered a new phase in my life; yesterday was my 28 th birthday; i am no longer a youth but a grown up man,henceforth i have to be responsible for my actions ,nothing will be taken forgranted. I can't afford to live a life deviod of focuss longer, i have to settle down with next 5-6 years and for that i need to work hard.

I am not sure why it has taken me so long to realize that time have reached for being content with oneself ,though it entails giving my ambitions and living life just sake of living which i never was willing accept; now things have taken such turn that living a life that keeps me at peace is only priority in my life. eventhough i have realized my ambitions are distant dream but I will keep trying to work towrards my ambition ,though, achieving them will no longer be of pimary importance.

I some times feel that I on occasions act as if I am still school going child,who has no worries about his furure;and on some occasions i feel I have understood life to an extend that I am above all human weaknesses.

This life is a very interesting ,mysterious and uncertain drama that we all have to pass throug,even when we understand this play of life is nothing but a tansitory phase of a very long journey ,each human soul has set on;we never loose that attachment to trifle things of our daily life.